I can play some Zelda songs on the piano, not very well, but I enjoy it

was it perhaps the first episode of the show Testament - The Bible in animation titled: Creation and the Flood?

it seems pretty close to your description

so the numerals we used actually originate from India, first they got adopted by Arabic mathematicians who then brought them to Europe where people started mistakenly calling them “Arabic numerals”

I’m using Valve Index, slime vr trackers and a giggletech puck. I guess it’s possible to get all of that to run on Linux but it’s probably going to be a pain to set up.

my biggest concern is getting vr to work on Linux reliably. if not for that I’d have switched long ago.

I’m kinda aware of my perfectionism and I’m trying to do things regardless of it, but I just can’t stop thinking about all my flaws, real or not. Wherever I am I’m constantly thinking about what others may think of me and I know it’s bs and most people don’t give a shit about me but I just can’t help it. It’s like I’m just unable to do anything for myself anymore, no matter what I do I’m always thinking of other people’s opinion and hoping someone would praise me for what I do. I’ve been nothing but constantly criticized by people around me and I no longer know if I do things correctly, because most of the time I get told I’m wrong.

the worst part is that even though I’ve been working on myself for the past two years with therapy and meds I still feel like a complete failure.

this shit never ends

2 hits home for me. I always feel like I don’t deserve to be loved because I hate everything about myself and until I fix it I deserve to be alone.

I just dropped my 600 streak in duolingo because it just made me feel like clicking through a chore instead of putting genuine effort into learning a language. I’m looking into some alternatives now

it’s not that I don’t want to go out, there’s just nowhere to go for people in mid 30, at least around where I live. Also been suffering from social anxiety most of my life and only recently got it under control with meds which made me crave social interactions more than ever.

okay fine I’ll sketch that thing I wanted to sketch for like a month now

I’m from EU and I’ve been getting spammed a lot for the past week, mostly from UK numbers for some reason

my bet is on iwrestledabearonce

I don’t have many social interactions apart from people at work and maybe some online friends but it’s rare. Honestly I don’t know what to do about it. Last year I went to a concert for the first time ever and decided to do that at least once a year. I’m going to see Iron Maiden next year, I may not have any close friends but at least I’d have some fun experiences to remember I guess…

same here. I should probably start blocking those types of posts. All they do is make my depression worse.

with my garbage connection it’s still a reality for me

I’ve been learning 3D modeling in blender for about 2 months. Lately decided to also start drawing to be able to make some reference sketches.

playing through Dragon’s Dogma again, super hyped for the sequel.